I have decided to move my blog, still in the process of refining the small details and what i going to post in my new blog, i guess it will be a less personal life blog, a more interest blog.the link:
relink me, i won't be blogging here anymore.
My Colour Book
Sunday, December 7, 2008
MOVING
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Maybe
Birthday no longer feel so special anymore, maybe I no longer are delighted by presents and cake, maybe I long for someone who will be happy just by my birth, someone who understand you and your significance. Well I guess I have it all along, my family but I still feel it’s incomplete and they don’t always show it out that they care.
But maybe this year, I was kind of hoping for certain thing to change, I am deciding how should I feel, is it anxious (nervous with fear of what to come) or excited (nervous with hope of what to come). In the end I feel, I am anxious for most of my part and indeed it disappointing, the sun that never rise.
Even saying so however I am definitely grateful and happy towards those friends who wish me well and celebrated with me, pardon me for those days before my actual birthday, I am thinking a lot about my emotions. And last of all even thought at the start of the post I said I no longer are delighted by presents and cake, it does not mean I no longer like to receive it, I loving every gifts you all gave me.
Thank You All =D
But maybe this year, I was kind of hoping for certain thing to change, I am deciding how should I feel, is it anxious (nervous with fear of what to come) or excited (nervous with hope of what to come). In the end I feel, I am anxious for most of my part and indeed it disappointing, the sun that never rise.
Even saying so however I am definitely grateful and happy towards those friends who wish me well and celebrated with me, pardon me for those days before my actual birthday, I am thinking a lot about my emotions. And last of all even thought at the start of the post I said I no longer are delighted by presents and cake, it does not mean I no longer like to receive it, I loving every gifts you all gave me.
Thank You All =D
Sunday, October 26, 2008
ARTSingapore
I know this is a long overdue post; it is suppose to be out before school start. I just can’t find the time but finally but surely, its here at last.
During my last week of holiday, I went to work for ARTSingapore, an art fair at suntec convention center. I just want to say it was fun, have a really great time working. Though there a few incidents, overall working with them was really enjoyable. There a few persons I like to mention; YY, Natasha, Sharon, Rohinni and Audrey, thank you all for everything, you all definitely made me so much happy during work. To the rest of the crew, its great knowing you guys, you all are such a fun and loving bunch of people, hope next year we got the chance to work together again.
School started two week ago, this is my last semester already, suddenly feel that I have accomplish a lot of things and a few that I can’t. It great to look back and see how much more I have grown, but a few habits just don’t change. Human conflicts are complex as we try to explain more to ease a situation, it may not actually help, when we try not to explain, it will not solve the problem either.
That all for now doesn’t feel like writing anymore for the moment.
During my last week of holiday, I went to work for ARTSingapore, an art fair at suntec convention center. I just want to say it was fun, have a really great time working. Though there a few incidents, overall working with them was really enjoyable. There a few persons I like to mention; YY, Natasha, Sharon, Rohinni and Audrey, thank you all for everything, you all definitely made me so much happy during work. To the rest of the crew, its great knowing you guys, you all are such a fun and loving bunch of people, hope next year we got the chance to work together again.
School started two week ago, this is my last semester already, suddenly feel that I have accomplish a lot of things and a few that I can’t. It great to look back and see how much more I have grown, but a few habits just don’t change. Human conflicts are complex as we try to explain more to ease a situation, it may not actually help, when we try not to explain, it will not solve the problem either.
That all for now doesn’t feel like writing anymore for the moment.
Labels: Colourful Life
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Day after Day
I want to stop and breathe fresh air, but I can’t just stop, things just keep pilling up that force me away from the direction of the sun. I really do want to feel the warmth but I am clueless and bound by responsibilities.
I know it’s quite long ago but I just want to write briefly about what happening in my days. So let go back to august, I did something that really made me happy but I was so surprise even by my own action, I guess the sun will be even more astonish than me, I hope she will be happy too. For the rest of august, basically it just preparation for exam and doing it.
Once exams were over, it was all foods non-stop. Went with Juli, Jasmin, Alvin and Chaiyun to Just Noodle and catch Wall-E after that. Wall-E is not bad, I like how simply it’s done with all the analogy, how love is convey without words and yup the message for a greener world.
“Teachers are the winds under your wings” or so they say, so I went back to secondary school to see the “winds” on teacher day. This year I was hoping for a lot of people going back for I guess it will be so hard in the future. There only 9 people who went back but it’s alright. Went back especially to meet Mrs. Goh, chat with her for a while, it nice she still remember us by names. Saw a few other teachers too; they still look the same only with more grey hair now. Students nowadays are hard to teach. Went to pizza hut to celebrate Rafizah birthday, she said she going to NIE after Poly, our batch top scorer is becoming a teacher!
After that was dim sum buffet at Chinatown with Juli, Jasmin, Liling, Lixuan and Weihao. Supposedly Jeffery should join us but he was late and he left quickly after awhile (Jeffery if you are reading this, you better start explaining about it, ha-ha) and Meijun have work at sentosa (don’t need to earn so much, should enjoy your holiday if you can). The food was average, was a little disappointed by the “xiao long bao”, if there a chance I will review about the food on another post.
Jasmin ask me along to go to the RSAF air show, I said ok so together with Cuixia and Guowei we went. I find that Cuixia are more cheerful now, stay positive and strong, ok? I not so keen about planes but I must say the planes on display was really impressive. But that day the weather is not that great.
Last week went to Japan Village at The Cathay for sushi buffet with my classmate. Gwen, JJ, Isaac and I went late so we order all in one go, so four of us settle down on 1 table. JJ and Isaac went to washroom and said order anything for them so Gwen and I order four set of sashimi of salmon, tuna and prawn. End up they don’t eat raw stuffs and Gwen eat so little as a result I eat the bulk of it. I can’t stand the taste for long; I almost vomit it all out, yucks! Ha-ha it just for the fun of gatherings.
Other than enjoying there was also work, have been helping out Art Singapore last weekend. With Huiyee, Xinyee and Joyce, the people there is really nice and the work was not that tough plus the pay is not bad =D. Should be helping out in Art Walk and others events that follow. It will be a good opportunities to see the art scene in Singapore.
Though it my holidays and having a lot of plans, I could not carry it all out. Everyday need to do FYP, it’s really a killer, I should not whine about it.
It has been my wish to meet up with the sun but I just don’t know how especially with so little time. Pardon me, I really want to meet you, somehow if you are reading this, do tell me when you are free; I guess there is explanation to do.
Labels: Colourful Life
Monday, August 4, 2008
Made the Choice
In a post long ago, I write “life is nothing, unless you make something out of it.” Now, with a lot more things happening in my life, I feel like bring it out again but in 3 simple words;
“Life is undefined”
We make choices each day; those choices define how life will be not the other way round. People tend to say they regret certain stuff in their lives. But made not regret for it’s a choice fundamentally, make the right one.
Every day, challenging yourself to a choice, either to be happy/ positive or sad/ negative. In this sense God have already decide our life, for man will always be certain to make the choice to be positive. But God give us free will too, more than frequent man made own selves angry and negatively, they start to view life as troublesome, annoying, they blame life, they blame God.
You are the one who define your own life, define it well.
To friends who lost someone dear to them, hold on and you will see the light out from the cloud, because I know you will treasure even more of what life have to offer.
To friends who are facing obstacles, life is not a destination but a journey; you can choose to take a lot of different paths, it does not matter which as long as it come positively.
I for now am excited yet confuse, I making a choice to see the sun and not just the sunlight out of the horizon. I hope the sun will smile upon me, without hope or fear; patient may be my greatest need now for time is my adversary. Time will tell all, I will just need to wait. I hold on to faith and trust.
When fate cross, it a junction that may not meet again, it either go down the same path or just diverge. I want to walk down the path, in which the sun lit.
And just smile in her presence.
“Life is undefined”
We make choices each day; those choices define how life will be not the other way round. People tend to say they regret certain stuff in their lives. But made not regret for it’s a choice fundamentally, make the right one.
Every day, challenging yourself to a choice, either to be happy/ positive or sad/ negative. In this sense God have already decide our life, for man will always be certain to make the choice to be positive. But God give us free will too, more than frequent man made own selves angry and negatively, they start to view life as troublesome, annoying, they blame life, they blame God.
You are the one who define your own life, define it well.
To friends who lost someone dear to them, hold on and you will see the light out from the cloud, because I know you will treasure even more of what life have to offer.
To friends who are facing obstacles, life is not a destination but a journey; you can choose to take a lot of different paths, it does not matter which as long as it come positively.
I for now am excited yet confuse, I making a choice to see the sun and not just the sunlight out of the horizon. I hope the sun will smile upon me, without hope or fear; patient may be my greatest need now for time is my adversary. Time will tell all, I will just need to wait. I hold on to faith and trust.
When fate cross, it a junction that may not meet again, it either go down the same path or just diverge. I want to walk down the path, in which the sun lit.
And just smile in her presence.
Labels: Colourful Life, Encouragement, Love