My Colour Book

Someone I saw


Saw a person recently… a person who I didn’t see for roughly two years. I guess I was surprise to see her out of the blue. The first question that come into my mind was, “is she her?”

But all that come in after that are memories of a person I no longer am. I believe I have learned to be more positive but at the same time losing what happiness I have in solitude. That stage of my life gone.

I just feel sad that night and I have been thinking, even with the presence of “the one” it can’t pull up my spirit. I just feel horrible to lose my confident of the root I grow up from.
I have been running away from my problem too long. My faith in church is no longer as it uses to be.

I find it hard to explain to people how I feel about it. I post this to remind myself, to constantly seek out the truth and also explain what little I can.

I need an answer, lord.

Your presence ever there,
Your kindness bring joy to me,
Though alone but never lonely,
I am your humble servant.

House of uncertainty,
I am delusion into fake ways,
I lost my confident,
I am your lost sheep.

Bring me home,
With sound of your horn,
Guide me on this treacherous road,
I am no one but a fool.

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Wound of life

Day by Day passes,
It collate into weeks, into months, into years
But do it collate into memories?
Or something else…

“Time heals all wounds” isn’t it just for physical injury?
Our emotion, our feeling, our thoughts get hurt unknowingly usually. The moods that stir within us put us up in a roller coaster ride, hard to get a grip of it. So we try to forget, try all in our possibilities to cover up any pain ripping out from the wound of the heart.

We chose what to be remembered and those that does not. However the facts will never disappear.

"Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go away."
Philip K. Dick


We are selective of what we want to remember but can we truly forget those you refuse to remember?

Although saying so, staying happy and seeking it is what human in general want to do.

So be happy =]

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Yummy Food


Food, food and more food, Singaporean just can’t seem to get enough of it. I guess I am no exception but I suppose my taste bud is not as sensitive as others. I have spent quite a lot this past few weeks in search for great foods and some don’t cost much.

Here are some exploit that I have gather;




I can look forward to more food this coming weekend; catching rat-a-2-ee will be good too.


bon appettie!!

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I ask for Meaning


Since young I have always ask God for signs and direction.
I ask for wisdom so that I might understand life.
I ask for courage so that I may experience new stuff.
I ask for aid so that I can complete my task.
I ask for love so that I would not feel alone.
I ask for time so that I will not live to regret.

But even so, I always stumble by this question – What does Life mean?
I have asked but it does not appear, nor should it have. A lot of people like to tell me their version but none seem right. Something I just like to brood over this question for days, but end up with nothing. Till now I would not dare to say I know but I just try to put it together. Since I always end up with nothing I will just put it as;

“Life is nothing, unless you make something out of it.”

“Something” to everyone may mean different things, maybe for me it new experience. To experience what small detail in life can bring me and hope to truly understand the purpose of Life. This might have caused me to observe people on how they react to their surrounding and people. For I take particular notice on the action they will do.

I believe God give us sign and direction without we all know it. It will appear when the moment is right, many time at the end of the day, all seem clear. So to all the people out there, here an reason to keep your Hope about Life;

“Seek out your Life, you will find it wonderful, have Hope always”

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