I know this is a long overdue post; it is suppose to be out before school start. I just can’t find the time but finally but surely, its here at last.

During my last week of holiday, I went to work for ARTSingapore, an art fair at suntec convention center. I just want to say it was fun, have a really great time working. Though there a few incidents, overall working with them was really enjoyable. There a few persons I like to mention; YY, Natasha, Sharon, Rohinni and Audrey, thank you all for everything, you all definitely made me so much happy during work. To the rest of the crew, its great knowing you guys, you all are such a fun and loving bunch of people, hope next year we got the chance to work together again.

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I want to stop and breathe fresh air, but I can’t just stop, things just keep pilling up that force me away from the direction of the sun. I really do want to feel the warmth but I am clueless and bound by responsibilities.

I know it’s quite long ago but I just want to write briefly about what happening in my days. So let go back to august, I did something that really made me happy but I was so surprise even by my own action, I guess the sun will be even more astonish than me, I hope she will be happy too. For the rest of august, basically it just preparation for exam and doing it.

Once exams were over, it was all foods non-stop. Went with Juli, Jasmin, Alvin and Chaiyun to Just Noodle and catch Wall-E after that. Wall-E is not bad, I like how simply it’s done with all the analogy, how love is convey without words and yup the message for a greener world.

“Teachers are the winds under your wings” or so they say, so I went back to secondary school to see the “winds” on teacher day. This year I was hoping for a lot of people going back for I guess it will be so hard in the future. There only 9 people who went back but it’s alright. Went back especially to meet Mrs. Goh, chat with her for a while, it nice she still remember us by names. Saw a few other teachers too; they still look the same only with more grey hair now. Students nowadays are hard to teach. Went to pizza hut to celebrate Rafizah birthday, she said she going to NIE after Poly, our batch top scorer is becoming a teacher!

After that was dim sum buffet at Chinatown with Juli, Jasmin, Liling, Lixuan and Weihao. Supposedly Jeffery should join us but he was late and he left quickly after awhile (Jeffery if you are reading this, you better start explaining about it, ha-ha) and Meijun have work at sentosa (don’t need to earn so much, should enjoy your holiday if you can). The food was average, was a little disappointed by the “xiao long bao”, if there a chance I will review about the food on another post.

Jasmin ask me along to go to the RSAF air show, I said ok so together with Cuixia and Guowei we went. I find that Cuixia are more cheerful now, stay positive and strong, ok? I not so keen about planes but I must say the planes on display was really impressive. But that day the weather is not that great.

Last week went to Japan Village at The Cathay for sushi buffet with my classmate. Gwen, JJ, Isaac and I went late so we order all in one go, so four of us settle down on 1 table. JJ and Isaac went to washroom and said order anything for them so Gwen and I order four set of sashimi of salmon, tuna and prawn. End up they don’t eat raw stuffs and Gwen eat so little as a result I eat the bulk of it. I can’t stand the taste for long; I almost vomit it all out, yucks! Ha-ha it just for the fun of gatherings.

Other than enjoying there was also work, have been helping out Art Singapore last weekend. With Huiyee, Xinyee and Joyce, the people there is really nice and the work was not that tough plus the pay is not bad =D. Should be helping out in Art Walk and others events that follow. It will be a good opportunities to see the art scene in Singapore.
Though it my holidays and having a lot of plans, I could not carry it all out. Everyday need to do FYP, it’s really a killer, I should not whine about it.

It has been my wish to meet up with the sun but I just don’t know how especially with so little time. Pardon me, I really want to meet you, somehow if you are reading this, do tell me when you are free; I guess there is explanation to do.

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“When once a man is launched on such an adventure as this, he must bid farewell to hopes and fears, otherwise death or deliverance will both come too late to save his honor and his reason” Reepicheep, Chronicle of Narina

I used to pin too much hope in everything I do, it just make me none the wiser when it come crashing through each time. I have been spending time to reflect the past, the people who come and go in my life, the tiny winy to the major change, from the moment of happiness to the gloomy sadness.

The truth is the more I look into the past, the keener I look forward to the future. I am sensing more warmth from the people around me and at the same time, the coldness of society.

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“I entering a scorching pit, it will scratch me, it will threaten me but I will press on.
Cause I remember now my passion, my fury,
It appears I have fallen into a slumber but let’s awake now again.
With a braver, vigorous and unyielding heart being my guard
I will march with such intensities that it will scourge all in my rolling path.
Let the dream that was fallen be rise again as of a phoenix would be.
This is the answer I give to you.”

A month had pass, I have fail and also succeed in stuffs I set off to do, thought its heartbreaking, I have learn again what does it mean to make a choice.
My Attachment period draw my physical energy in the morning, creative energy in afternoon and rational energy at night, I am drain but not dry. The work has been fun in certain way, and at night it’s more of looking after my nieces, Ariel.
Taking of a child can be a headache at time, you can’t match their level of energy, you will drop dead tired if you focus too much on them, but it do cheer you up when they giggle at you.

Went to the IT fair for 2 days with juli, jasmin and liling and their friends, brought a Panasonic Lumix DMC-FS5, thanks to Jasmin in helping me to test it out, I am loving it now more and more. Yes that right, I finally got a camera...haha that long…

The Camera

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Day by Day passes,
It collate into weeks, into months, into years
But do it collate into memories?
Or something else…

“Time heals all wounds” isn’t it just for physical injury?
Our emotion, our feeling, our thoughts get hurt unknowingly usually. The moods that stir within us put us up in a roller coaster ride, hard to get a grip of it. So we try to forget, try all in our possibilities to cover up any pain ripping out from the wound of the heart.

We chose what to be remembered and those that does not. However the facts will never disappear.

"Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go away."
Philip K. Dick

We are selective of what we want to remember but can we truly forget those you refuse to remember?

Although saying so, staying happy and seeking it is what human in general want to do.

So be happy =]

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Since young I have always ask God for signs and direction.
I ask for wisdom so that I might understand life.
I ask for courage so that I may experience new stuff.
I ask for aid so that I can complete my task.
I ask for love so that I would not feel alone.
I ask for time so that I will not live to regret.

But even so, I always stumble by this question – What does Life mean?
I have asked but it does not appear, nor should it have. A lot of people like to tell me their version but none seem right. Something I just like to brood over this question for days, but end up with nothing. Till now I would not dare to say I know but I just try to put it together. Since I always end up with nothing I will just put it as;

“Life is nothing, unless you make something out of it.”

“Something” to everyone may mean different things, maybe for me it new experience. To experience what small detail in life can bring me and hope to truly understand the purpose of Life. This might have caused me to observe people on how they react to their surrounding and people. For I take particular notice on the action they will do.

I believe God give us sign and direction without we all know it. It will appear when the moment is right, many time at the end of the day, all seem clear. So to all the people out there, here an reason to keep your Hope about Life;

“Seek out your Life, you will find it wonderful, have Hope always”

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I want to stop and breathe fresh air, but I can’t just stop, things just keep pilling up that force me away from the direction of the sun. I really do want to feel the warmth but I am clueless and bound by responsibilities.

I know it’s quite long ago but I just want to write briefly about what happening in my days. So let go back to august, I did something that really made me happy but I was so surprise even by my own action, I guess the sun will be even more astonish than me, I hope she will be happy too. For the rest of august, basically it just preparation for exam and doing it.

Once exams were over, it was all foods non-stop. Went with Juli, Jasmin, Alvin and Chaiyun to Just Noodle and catch Wall-E after that. Wall-E is not bad, I like how simply it’s done with all the analogy, how love is convey without words and yup the message for a greener world.

“Teachers are the winds under your wings” or so they say, so I went back to secondary school to see the “winds” on teacher day. This year I was hoping for a lot of people going back for I guess it will be so hard in the future. There only 9 people who went back but it’s alright. Went back especially to meet Mrs. Goh, chat with her for a while, it nice she still remember us by names. Saw a few other teachers too; they still look the same only with more grey hair now. Students nowadays are hard to teach. Went to pizza hut to celebrate Rafizah birthday, she said she going to NIE after Poly, our batch top scorer is becoming a teacher!

After that was dim sum buffet at Chinatown with Juli, Jasmin, Liling, Lixuan and Weihao. Supposedly Jeffery should join us but he was late and he left quickly after awhile (Jeffery if you are reading this, you better start explaining about it, ha-ha) and Meijun have work at sentosa (don’t need to earn so much, should enjoy your holiday if you can). The food was average, was a little disappointed by the “xiao long bao”, if there a chance I will review about the food on another post.

Jasmin ask me along to go to the RSAF air show, I said ok so together with Cuixia and Guowei we went. I find that Cuixia are more cheerful now, stay positive and strong, ok? I not so keen about planes but I must say the planes on display was really impressive. But that day the weather is not that great.

Last week went to Japan Village at The Cathay for sushi buffet with my classmate. Gwen, JJ, Isaac and I went late so we order all in one go, so four of us settle down on 1 table. JJ and Isaac went to washroom and said order anything for them so Gwen and I order four set of sashimi of salmon, tuna and prawn. End up they don’t eat raw stuffs and Gwen eat so little as a result I eat the bulk of it. I can’t stand the taste for long; I almost vomit it all out, yucks! Ha-ha it just for the fun of gatherings.

Other than enjoying there was also work, have been helping out Art Singapore last weekend. With Huiyee, Xinyee and Joyce, the people there is really nice and the work was not that tough plus the pay is not bad =D. Should be helping out in Art Walk and others events that follow. It will be a good opportunities to see the art scene in Singapore.
Though it my holidays and having a lot of plans, I could not carry it all out. Everyday need to do FYP, it’s really a killer, I should not whine about it.

It has been my wish to meet up with the sun but I just don’t know how especially with so little time. Pardon me, I really want to meet you, somehow if you are reading this, do tell me when you are free; I guess there is explanation to do.

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