Saw a person recently… a person who I didn’t see for roughly two years. I guess I was surprise to see her out of the blue. The first question that come into my mind was, “is she her?”
But all that come in after that are memories of a person I no longer am. I believe I have learned to be more positive but at the same time losing what happiness I have in solitude. That stage of my life gone.
I just feel sad that night and I have been thinking, even with the presence of “the one” it can’t pull up my spirit. I just feel horrible to lose my confident of the root I grow up from.
I have been running away from my problem too long. My faith in church is no longer as it uses to be.
I find it hard to explain to people how I feel about it. I post this to remind myself, to constantly seek out the truth and also explain what little I can.
I need an answer, lord.
Your presence ever there,
Your kindness bring joy to me,
Though alone but never lonely,
I am your humble servant.
House of uncertainty,
I am delusion into fake ways,
I lost my confident,
I am your lost sheep.
Bring me home,
With sound of your horn,
Guide me on this treacherous road,
I am no one but a fool.
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